She left I think it was before the first snow and there was a note that she would be back by Christmas there wasn’t anymore to it than that and when I found it I cannot remember my first impression but as I think about it now, I was probably relieved, but that she would just walk away, we hadn’t argued, not in years an amiable situation and there was no romance so when the holidays came and went and her return not fulfilled then at the gift shoppe around Valentine’s Day there she was and I had to start wondering all over again.